Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Am I really that scary?

That is a question, I seem to be still baffled with. In the eyes of my acquaintances and friends, I am a strange girl with a violent nature, yet has a sense of kindness in her. Can evil and good mix? Well, that's what the yin and yang is for then, I guess.

What are possibly the strongest traits that perfectly describe me? Could you point them out for me? I really want to know. Curiosity may have killed the cat but knowledge is power just as much ignorance is bliss. I wonder if I want to be as sly as a weasel or idiotic as a buffoon. Now this is something, I just recalled one of my favorite shows from cartoon network; "I am Weasel!" that show offered a great deal of happiness to me, somewhat in the past. Strangely enough I like the buffoon more rather the smart weasel.

Back to topic, one of the things that would display my threatening decorum (or was it demure?)  would be my habit of twitching probably, or is it my eyes that seems to glare daggers at whatever I lay my gaze upon. Do I bring shivers down your spine or make your skin crawl? I seem to want to giggle if you would answer 'yes.' Or is it my overly passive or sarcastic nature that makes the tone of my voice cold or empty as a robot? Then again you would always find me in a fit of giggles, but that is only when Jaxie is around.

How about my smile? Have ever seen me smile instead of grinning widely like the cat from wonderland? I do smile, but it seems everyone thinks I'm still upset. A shame, that none can tell if I'm happy or not.

Also another thing! Do you find the enraged me to be frightening in the least? Maybe not. I do break pencils and pens but I still regain my composures once in awhile.

Hmm, I still can't seem to stop wondering. If I'm really that scary.

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